Nov 08, 2003 12:58
Holy-moly... im attempting to completely drain myself of all adequate energy, or at least thats what its felt like ive been doing lately. Im leaving my home for four months on teusday its been so stressful. My friend in Wyoming has been real sick and shes supposed to have surgery so i told her i would comedown and help out. I thought it would be a good idea to bring my car along so i can bring more of my stuff with me, but woah... wrong time of year. I have to drive from bellingham WA to Casper WY across Five, count um, Five mountain passes. What was i thinking. Unfortunately ive already committed myself financially and emotionally so there is no turning back. I think once i get there i will feel content, and happy also that my situation allows me to help out but as of now im not ready. Even now, instead of packing im complaining to "who knows?" on the computer. What procrastination!
Q: Is there more happiness in giving than in receiving? Or is imperfect flesh too selfish to emotionally feel a reward in giving of self?