May 31, 2005 23:32
I HATE SAT AND ACT!!! Im so stupid and my parents exspect so much from me i dont wanna let them down..all im doing is wasting money just to see how stupid i am..cant wait to fail them again this weekend and the next...
The drama banquet was alright, just way too long..i wanted to go see doge ball today but i couldnt..i get to be hair chair next year whihc should be awesome!! it was also fun dressing up again!! i got some pretty pics this time! I just feel so bad because i wanna feel sad and upset that this is the last time witht he drama seniors, but i think im so hesitant to get close to people because ive moved so much..there just seems to be like a wall there..o well guess its hard to explain and understand..
Im gonna go burn my SAT scores or cry myself to sleep or something i dunno just hope that stupid me doesnt do something stupid..lol pathetic joke..