my bit of insight
"My whole career can be summed up with 'Ignorance is bliss.' When you do not know better, you do not really worry about failing." - jeff foxworthy
In spite of the recent weather and my situation of being stuck with family time i got bored and started reading people's journals..(im also trying to avoid writing college essays lol) and i realized how deep people are getting lately and how i havent really had anything insightful to say. along with this realization i also found that "the clan" is still having issues which of coarse as usual i have missed most of it due to being gone...and i started wondering why we have all these issues..i always thought that we had a better time when we were all together..im not saying i dont have a good time just hanging out with people one on one or just in small groups its just that i miss the fact that we really havent hung out with the whole clan since like auutmns christmas party because so many people have issues with one another..this is perfectly normal however i dont know if this has really hit anyone or not but this is our senior year! our last chance to make an impact on our futures and to just enjoy being a kid!! i know we are already thinking o it doesnt matter cuz i may never see this person or ever do this one thing again once i go to college (and i know this cuz ive already said it) but its the memories that last and i dont know if im being selfish cuz ive never really had someone of a stable group through all my moves but im thinking guys that we should live more in the future and not always in the past..ive had a great year with everyone and its been really nice to adjust to the move so easily you guys really helped. i know i will always remember our group and the fun times we had! im sorry if i have done anything along the way that bothered anyone and i really hope that this year is one to remember!! we are seniors and before you know it we will be graduating and by then it may be too late to say or do the things you really wanted..trust me i know from my moves that saying good bye and regreting something at the same time is the worst feeling in the world..so if your gonna have at least one memory from me i hope its a positive one cuz i know i plan to leave with good ones from you guys! so please dont let me get caught up in the attitude which i have partialy assumed of "not caring since in a year it wont matter"..
Thats the best insight i can offer at the present moment and i hope at least someone unmderstands it! So i leave you with the best ataris lyrics!
In This Diary
The Ataris
Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had...
There were choruses and sing-alongs, and that unspoken feeling
Of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs,
And quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truckstops just to pass the time
The blacktop's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Cherry Cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye.
Get on the bus, it's time to go!
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.
Get it right...
Get it right...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.
In spite of the recent weather and my situation of being stuck with family time i got bored and started reading people's journals..(im also trying to avoid writing college essays lol) and i realized how deep people are getting lately and how i havent really had anything insightful to say. along with this realization i also found that "the clan" is still having issues which of coarse as usual i have missed most of it due to being gone...and i started wondering why we have all these issues..i always thought that we had a better time when we were all together..im not saying i dont have a good time just hanging out with people one on one or just in small groups its just that i miss the fact that we really havent hung out with the whole clan since like auutmns christmas party because so many people have issues with one another..this is perfectly normal however i dont know if this has really hit anyone or not but this is our senior year! our last chance to make an impact on our futures and to just enjoy being a kid!! i know we are already thinking o it doesnt matter cuz i may never see this person or ever do this one thing again once i go to college (and i know this cuz ive already said it) but its the memories that last and i dont know if im being selfish cuz ive never really had someone of a stable group through all my moves but im thinking guys that we should live more in the future and not always in the past..ive had a great year with everyone and its been really nice to adjust to the move so easily you guys really helped. i know i will always remember our group and the fun times we had! im sorry if i have done anything along the way that bothered anyone and i really hope that this year is one to remember!! we are seniors and before you know it we will be graduating and by then it may be too late to say or do the things you really wanted..trust me i know from my moves that saying good bye and regreting something at the same time is the worst feeling in the world..so if your gonna have at least one memory from me i hope its a positive one cuz i know i plan to leave with good ones from you guys! so please dont let me get caught up in the attitude which i have partialy assumed of "not caring since in a year it wont matter"..
Thats the best insight i can offer at the present moment and i hope at least someone unmderstands it! So i leave you with the best ataris lyrics!
In This Diary
The Ataris
Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had...
There were choruses and sing-alongs, and that unspoken feeling
Of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs,
And quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truckstops just to pass the time
The blacktop's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Cherry Cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye.
Get on the bus, it's time to go!
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.
Get it right...
Get it right...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.