not over yet...feels like it..but
So it's official, im waiting till May. I'm just not comfortable with the timeframe for going in February, i mean jesus my shoulders are hunched up so high just thinking about it, and its only December now...that and i actually want to go for a holiday, rather than stress myself out trying to find a job right away because i would be heading there absolutely povo.
Someone, a little blonde bird ;), actually gave me quite a good idea about a holiday destination that i am more than willing to go to...Lesbos! lol woot! history AND lez capital of the known world! lol
I dont know, if i headed for London right now i think it would be a disaster and end with me coming back here tail-twixt legs and stressed even more because i would have to live with my MOTHER! nnngah!
I just need that monetary security AND still be able to have fun...although
there is an exception...if the embassy rings and says 'we need you here next week" then im going. my flatmate knows this, mu mother knows this i know this...so for al those of you who want me there, i love you but I have stuff that needs sorting before i get there and im sorry i made promises my life couldnt keep :(
....still love me?
Someone, a little blonde bird ;), actually gave me quite a good idea about a holiday destination that i am more than willing to go to...Lesbos! lol woot! history AND lez capital of the known world! lol
I dont know, if i headed for London right now i think it would be a disaster and end with me coming back here tail-twixt legs and stressed even more because i would have to live with my MOTHER! nnngah!
I just need that monetary security AND still be able to have fun...although
there is an exception...if the embassy rings and says 'we need you here next week" then im going. my flatmate knows this, mu mother knows this i know this...so for al those of you who want me there, i love you but I have stuff that needs sorting before i get there and im sorry i made promises my life couldnt keep :(
....still love me?