say you miss me
I still don't like my hair but I am getting used to it. A couple of people have told me it is cute and my family and Eric likes it so I guess I can cope.
I emailed my teacher about my grade...just out of curiosity...and he hasn't emailed me back yet and I can't check my email at work...so!
I have decided that even though it sucks...a lot...it is not that big of a deal. I mean, I don't care enough to beat myself up about it even though I know I am good at English and I could have done better in there but I did kinda blow it off and that is my own fault. So I will deal with it.
In comparison to yesterday today is turning out to be great. But then I guess yesterday I kinda felt like things couldn't get any worse...even though they could have...and so today I am just kinda not caring and that feels better than being miserable. I cried in front of this girl on my team yesterday because she was like "Why did you cut your hair so short?!"...bring on the tears.
But I don't feel like that at all today. I really wanted to call Blaise last night and see if they wanted to hang out but I really didn't want for anyone to see me...stupid I know...so maybe tonight er something.
Tomorrow is Friday and that means the weekend is close and I don't work and I really don't have anything in particular to do. Saturday night Eric and I are going to see some stage hypnotist that Tom Petty..er...Eric's dad got us tickets to go see..fun fun. And then HOPEFULLY sometime this weekend we can hang out with Robin and Nicole or perhaps go swimming or something.
It feels good always when you feel like everything sucks and the world is ending and then you wake up the next morning and everything back to normal.
I feel stupid for being so emotional yesterday because those things really don't matter that much. I mean, my grades matter, but not to the point of tears. And my hair...come on. That was really stupid. I feel like I have grown so much in the past year and then sometimes I feel like I am so immature. But I really appreciate everybody being so cool and not saying that to my face...or to my live journal..whatever.
But I still feel really good about everything. Life is actually pretty sweet. It has been awesome having Nicole ride to work with us again and Darrell isn't getting on my nerves and Eric is perfect. I am glad that everything with Blaise is on the up and up and it really meant alot to me that Carly replied to my entry yesterday. Jennifer will be in town soon, maybe we can work out. Ha!
It is almost time to go to work so the rambling stops here.
Eric, piss off.
I emailed my teacher about my grade...just out of curiosity...and he hasn't emailed me back yet and I can't check my email at work...so!
I have decided that even though it sucks...a lot...it is not that big of a deal. I mean, I don't care enough to beat myself up about it even though I know I am good at English and I could have done better in there but I did kinda blow it off and that is my own fault. So I will deal with it.
In comparison to yesterday today is turning out to be great. But then I guess yesterday I kinda felt like things couldn't get any worse...even though they could have...and so today I am just kinda not caring and that feels better than being miserable. I cried in front of this girl on my team yesterday because she was like "Why did you cut your hair so short?!"...bring on the tears.
But I don't feel like that at all today. I really wanted to call Blaise last night and see if they wanted to hang out but I really didn't want for anyone to see me...stupid I know...so maybe tonight er something.
Tomorrow is Friday and that means the weekend is close and I don't work and I really don't have anything in particular to do. Saturday night Eric and I are going to see some stage hypnotist that Tom Petty..er...Eric's dad got us tickets to go see..fun fun. And then HOPEFULLY sometime this weekend we can hang out with Robin and Nicole or perhaps go swimming or something.
It feels good always when you feel like everything sucks and the world is ending and then you wake up the next morning and everything back to normal.
I feel stupid for being so emotional yesterday because those things really don't matter that much. I mean, my grades matter, but not to the point of tears. And my hair...come on. That was really stupid. I feel like I have grown so much in the past year and then sometimes I feel like I am so immature. But I really appreciate everybody being so cool and not saying that to my face...or to my live journal..whatever.
But I still feel really good about everything. Life is actually pretty sweet. It has been awesome having Nicole ride to work with us again and Darrell isn't getting on my nerves and Eric is perfect. I am glad that everything with Blaise is on the up and up and it really meant alot to me that Carly replied to my entry yesterday. Jennifer will be in town soon, maybe we can work out. Ha!
It is almost time to go to work so the rambling stops here.
Eric, piss off.