.. if i only could see you..
ugh. i hate my mom soo much. she is like soo nice one minute and like an evil bitch the next. ugh . i hate her.. she is like i love you gabbie. more than you know. bull shit. she thinks im like this horrible person and everything and she wants to make me unhappy. well its working. a hella good amount. i can never do anything and when i can .. ugh.. he will probably leave me and then my life would be an even bigger hell hole than it is. ugh ..