Feb 21, 2005 01:24
and things have rounded out nicely since the weekend started , even thought there still tomorrow. of course today i was just depressed and pissy cause i was sick of helena and of the extreme shortage of gay people. everyone seems to have a boyfriend or whatever but me. So i walked everywhere for like six hours, up to the Myrna Loy and watched the house of flying daggers, good movie, than all over down town. From one coffee shop to the next, I was kinda frustrated cause i knew i wanted to do something but i didn’t know what, and none of the things i could come up with sounded good, so i just kept getting more pissed off.
But tonight I watched a crazy movie about cannibalism and sex and food and it was awesome. And i watched it with a bunch of guys from my floor who all know im gay so everything is cool.
Tonight i talked about pride weekend while Eric was in the room and he didn’t care at all, it was a big step i think. a big step,
Im going to bed now, i have two papers to write tomorrow...make that three, fuck. An my room is a flipping mess.
Goodnight all
Benjamin