Here I am again
I know I never update in here anymore...sorry. You guys know how I am: When my life is headed in a positive direction I don't write as much, & when things suck I come running back to my LJ to sort things out in my head.
Anywho, I hope everyone is doing well. Personally, I feel like myself again, and that's one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. I missed it and I didn't even know it. It's crazy how deep into a rut you'll let yourself dig before realizing how things really are.
On another note (because I just HAVE to bitch about something in every entry), I'm annoyed that someone wants to fight with me now that I'm gone. I'm really not sure why. Perhaps it's his way of really dealing with things. I know that his life has changed dramamtically in several ways, and I hope that he can look beyond those things and see some light. I did what was best for me. I had to. That's difficult to make people understand when they've been hurt though. So, maybe instead of flipping out and having the war of the worlds with him, I'll just let him say what he thinks he needs to say. Maybe that's all he really needs....to get it off his chest. We'll see.
Anywho, I hope everyone is doing well. Personally, I feel like myself again, and that's one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. I missed it and I didn't even know it. It's crazy how deep into a rut you'll let yourself dig before realizing how things really are.
On another note (because I just HAVE to bitch about something in every entry), I'm annoyed that someone wants to fight with me now that I'm gone. I'm really not sure why. Perhaps it's his way of really dealing with things. I know that his life has changed dramamtically in several ways, and I hope that he can look beyond those things and see some light. I did what was best for me. I had to. That's difficult to make people understand when they've been hurt though. So, maybe instead of flipping out and having the war of the worlds with him, I'll just let him say what he thinks he needs to say. Maybe that's all he really needs....to get it off his chest. We'll see.