May 23, 2008 20:33
I am a dreamer who dreams big.
I am someone with a goal, a purpose if you may.
I have a temper that at times is overwhelming.
I act first, think later.
I stand with one foot in, one foot out.
My actions lead me.
I have become mouthy and outspoken, and yes, extremely sarcastic.
I have been hurt, lied to, stepped upon, and abused.
I have hurt, lied, stepped on, and pushed away those who matter.
I live my life looking forward, and yet can't stop glancing back.
I doubt and second guess myself more often than not.
I am strong.
I am bullheaded and obnoxious.
I love and am loved, but have problems with giving my all.
I am eclectic.
I am dark, happy, sad, vibrant, depressing, energetic and outgoing.
I am fat and skinny.
I cry.
I have fear and doubt and those constant what-ifs.
A six letter word that no one likes to mention: cancer.
I am the daughter my "other dad" was never able to have.
I am a friend.
I am desperation, and fault, and worry.
I fall and get back up and fall down again.
I am contemplating, and configuring.
I give up...
I stand my ground.
I WILL stand up for what I believe in no matter the cost.
I am confused.
I get beat down and pushed around. I push back.
At times, I lack common sense.
I trust until proven otherwise.
I am pros and I am cons.
I am a role model.
I am a bad influence.
I've made mistakes that I am not proud of. I have learned from them.
I have repeated them.
I am a volcano ready to erupt, a gentle calming stream.
I am a middle child.
I am the result of birth control and antibiotics.
I am look at me look at me.
I push away.
I run until running doesn't make sense.
My mind goes a million miles a minute. I am constantly thinking.
I am a hypocrite.
I'm an addict in the worst way.
I am a puzzle with missing pieces.
I am an open book.
I am carpe noctem.
I am lost and confused.
I am an aunt, a sister, a friend, a daughter, a lover, a confidant.
I am time speeding up, always running two steps behind.
I am fake.
I am me.
I am what I am.
Are you listening? Do you like it? Are you proud? Can you turn away? Can you forget? Do you remember?
I am me. Right or wrong. This is who I am.
Who are you.