Where have you been?
In 5 months I'm going to be 40 years old and when I used to dread the thought of it, I now welcome it because my 30's SUCKED! I can't think of many positives this decade has given me. Instead it was mostly a decade of struggle and pain... Of transitions and lessons.
As I did with 2011 - I'm going to embrace this new decade with a fresh start feeling. I know what I want and im going to go after it. I'm tired of being broke, unemployed and uncertain of what the future brings. I used to look forward to the future but I haven't these last 10 years.
I miss my old self... The confident "can do" attitude... Where if I wanted it, it would happen. I'm tired of living in an apartment - I want a house again with a yard I can plant my garden, my flowers and vegetables. A place my dog and cats can lay in.
I want to travel again where I can visit friends, see family and go storm chasing for beautiful lightning photographs. I want to be a successful photographer and business owner so I can travel the world and see all kinds of cultures and places.
I've learned a lot this past decade and I'm ready to rediscover my old self again. I miss the old me and I know I'm still in there... It's just I've been buried in a lot of change and chaos. It's time to dig myself out and rebuild.... Stronger, Better, Wiser.
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