"i'm tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here"

[bns30]

Well here it is almost 4 months later and i'm finally updating again. A lot has went on in my life but nothing really important ya know. We won regionals in basketball, lost in the first round regionals in softball, Alexander broke his arm, I realized who my true friends are, Cody graduated high school, and Glenda is leaving for Hawaii tonight. I'm so glad that school is over and i'm extremely glad that softball is over. Now don't get me wrong I love softball but I hate my coach so I can only take it for so long. Now softball is over and I start basketball open gym tomorrow. I'm really excited about that cause I love basketball. This summer has been really great so far. I have hung out with Aimes a lot and it has been really fun. Sedina, Sabrinna, Aimes, and I all went camping the other night and it was so much fun. I can't wait to do that again. I have had a lot of things on my mind lately. I can't quit thinking about people changing. Sometimes change can be a good thing but most of the time it's not. A lot of my friends have really changed since I have known them throughout my life. I'm sure I have changed too but I really really miss the way that they used to be and the way that they used to be around me. I know that we are gonna go through life and make friends and lose them but it just seems to me that the ones that I want to hang on to just keep slipping away. It's like they don't even care and they don't even pretend to care. It is really killing me inside but i'm doing a really good of keeping it inside but I just felt the need to write it now. I do love my friends I just miss some of them ya know but oh well i suppose. Oh well on a happier note I guess I think that I have found someone new to crush on for a while...lol. He is really hott and stuff so i'll crush on him for a while and then i'll go back to the one that I always do. Well i'm gone now here is a couple of quotes and some thoughts.

-*Why can't i breathe when i think about you? Why can't i speak when i talk about you?*-

-*I want your input on video rentals. I stand there for hours and I can't pick anything out. I want someone to say goodnight to, a last call of the day. I don't have a last call of the day, do you?"*- -Bounce-

-*-tHoUgHtS-*-
# this summer is going to rock
# I haven't seen Amy all day...I miss her LOL
# I'm going to miss Glenda
# I can't wait til basketball camp
# I miss my friends
# I miss Cody
# I need a boyfriend
# I want to go to a party
# Its been a long time since I updated this thing
# I need to go see Mrs. Sykes

Well I think i'm done cause i'm getting bored!! Later