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I feel so blank right now. I don't know what I feel, I don't know what I think, I just don't know what is going on in my life right now. I know on the outside I look fine and happy. But on the inside I don't even know what's going on. I feel so different and away from everybody all the time. I can be standing right beside someone and feel like i'm 1000 miles away from them. I don't know what it is or why I feel like this but I do. I'm sitting here staring at this screen and I have all of these emotions in me but I can't even type them because I don't know what they are. I feel like I just keep drifting from the people in my life that I love more then anything. I feel like nobdy cares and nobody tries to care. I'm just here, a waste of space, and a waste of oxygen. I feel like when I talk to somebody it goes in one ear and out the other. I don't even know why I bother. I feel like crying but I can't even do that. I don't know why I bother or why I try. I try to talk to people about stuff that is bothering me but they always change it into their own problems and forget about what I said...so I don't even know why I try. I don't even feel like finishing this entry, so i'm gone now and I really don't want anybody to comment on this so please don't.