Jul 12, 2007 23:19
Realizing I'm coming to a junction in my life, I really need to think about my future at Camp Manito. As much as I enjoy it and am glad that I'm helping it out, I know that if I stay there another few years, I'll never leave.
And that's a problem. I think. I don't think I'm destined to spend my entire life in Delaware. Even if I do, that could be okay. I know that if I stay at camp I'll never grow up and I will end up like those Dubliners. I do want to do something with my music so I need to evaluate my priorities.
Tonight is not the time to do it. I haven't slept more than seven hours at all in the past two weeks so I'm passing out right now. Overall, though, I'm feeling really good about camp and starting to feel good about life. So, that's nice.
-Paul
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