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i want not be sad, or angry. i wish i was more accepting, but at the same time, i don't want to settle for less than i want. i don't want to choose. i want things to be good and i can wake up and not think about it, not wonder, not want to call...
i haven't called. i wait to hear from him, but it kills me that i still wonder what hes doing. i don't want to be hurt or sad. i'm just so tired of everything...
i haven't called. i wait to hear from him, but it kills me that i still wonder what hes doing. i don't want to be hurt or sad. i'm just so tired of everything...