WOW.....
okay so it's been months... yeah definitely months... and i just don't know where to start. so... ahh! lol.. things have actually been going okay... i'm gonna start with september..
September-
parents have pretty much gotten rid of the idea of moving.. so its no longer an issue.. which.. i'm happy about... but theres always that... "what if".. u know.. what would things be like..... uhmm yeah... homecoming was amazing.. i had a great time.. i think we all had fun.. yeah... uhmm my birthday... went to go and see Wicked with Elizabeth... and that was AMAZING.. it was generally a really good weekend!...
October-
nothing really happened in october.. really... it was pretty much a lame month... jesters working extremely hard... it was intense... we worked our asses off that month.. lmao but yeah again.. it was lame...
November... WELL... it's only the beginning of november.. well actually it's not.. its the 20th... and really so much has happened.. again madrigals in FULL swing.. Parli Pro for FFA is in FULL swing... and ahh.. things are just so fast.. and hectic!... we surprised my sister on a trip to Iowa earlier this month.. that was a good time..... i also went to national convention.. which was a blast.. i guess lol. Courtney is coming out this week... which i'm pretty much PUMPED about.. she always makes everything fun.. like i feel like a little kid.. and i should have no worries.. you kno? it's just cool like that.
Drum Major tryouts happened.. and well... IIIII MMMMAADDDEEE IIITT!!!! AHH!! i was SO excited.. i worked really hard... and messed up a few.. but hey.. none of that matters now.. BECAUSE IM A DRUM MAJOR!!.... i'm excited.. Lauren Lewis is the other one.. and we will be fine together hopefully..
It seems like life is just always going sooo fast.. like it just won't slow down.. i don't understand.. there's rarely a moment to breathe. I love this time of year tho... because of course there are the stresses of finals.. and school and stuff... but ti's just such an awesome time.. with family... and friends... and food and stuff.. u know..but yeah.. things are actually pretty good i guess...
It's always so easy to like someone you work with.. u know that?.. it's terrible! and what makes it worse... is that the person i like.. that works with me.. is dating someone we work with.. it's not cool.. lol..but whatever... i've gotten pretty easy going with things like this... they don't bother me as much i guess...
wow...this is also the time of year when you realize who your friends are... like.. the people who stick by you.. EVEN THO.. u are never home.. or are always at school with practices and stuff.... but what sucks... is that i feel like i have no one to call if somethings wrong... and sure... you may be thinking... "she can call me.. i'm always here.." and i thank you for those who say and or think that... but what happened to the ones that i used to be able to sit on the phone for hours on end... and discuss everything under the sun.... but oh yeah.. they turned their back on me, when i was trying to succeed and when i was working my ass off to be who i am now... they turned their back on me, when i wouldn't drink, and when i decided i wanted to be in band, and when i told them i had a job, and especially when i told them not to make friends with bad influences... and last but not least, they turned their backs on me, when they found out... that i wasn't going to follow them.. i wasn't going to be a sheep... i was a leader.. i was my own person.. and i still am today. and i don't care if you like me... but i like myself.. and that's all that matters..
so this pretty much was a crazy update... with all sorts of feelings just thrown out there... it always helps to sort them here.. u know.. but whatever... and now i have to go.. because food is calling my name!!... :)
Tango..
*Em
September-
parents have pretty much gotten rid of the idea of moving.. so its no longer an issue.. which.. i'm happy about... but theres always that... "what if".. u know.. what would things be like..... uhmm yeah... homecoming was amazing.. i had a great time.. i think we all had fun.. yeah... uhmm my birthday... went to go and see Wicked with Elizabeth... and that was AMAZING.. it was generally a really good weekend!...
October-
nothing really happened in october.. really... it was pretty much a lame month... jesters working extremely hard... it was intense... we worked our asses off that month.. lmao but yeah again.. it was lame...
November... WELL... it's only the beginning of november.. well actually it's not.. its the 20th... and really so much has happened.. again madrigals in FULL swing.. Parli Pro for FFA is in FULL swing... and ahh.. things are just so fast.. and hectic!... we surprised my sister on a trip to Iowa earlier this month.. that was a good time..... i also went to national convention.. which was a blast.. i guess lol. Courtney is coming out this week... which i'm pretty much PUMPED about.. she always makes everything fun.. like i feel like a little kid.. and i should have no worries.. you kno? it's just cool like that.
Drum Major tryouts happened.. and well... IIIII MMMMAADDDEEE IIITT!!!! AHH!! i was SO excited.. i worked really hard... and messed up a few.. but hey.. none of that matters now.. BECAUSE IM A DRUM MAJOR!!.... i'm excited.. Lauren Lewis is the other one.. and we will be fine together hopefully..
It seems like life is just always going sooo fast.. like it just won't slow down.. i don't understand.. there's rarely a moment to breathe. I love this time of year tho... because of course there are the stresses of finals.. and school and stuff... but ti's just such an awesome time.. with family... and friends... and food and stuff.. u know..but yeah.. things are actually pretty good i guess...
It's always so easy to like someone you work with.. u know that?.. it's terrible! and what makes it worse... is that the person i like.. that works with me.. is dating someone we work with.. it's not cool.. lol..but whatever... i've gotten pretty easy going with things like this... they don't bother me as much i guess...
wow...this is also the time of year when you realize who your friends are... like.. the people who stick by you.. EVEN THO.. u are never home.. or are always at school with practices and stuff.... but what sucks... is that i feel like i have no one to call if somethings wrong... and sure... you may be thinking... "she can call me.. i'm always here.." and i thank you for those who say and or think that... but what happened to the ones that i used to be able to sit on the phone for hours on end... and discuss everything under the sun.... but oh yeah.. they turned their back on me, when i was trying to succeed and when i was working my ass off to be who i am now... they turned their back on me, when i wouldn't drink, and when i decided i wanted to be in band, and when i told them i had a job, and especially when i told them not to make friends with bad influences... and last but not least, they turned their backs on me, when they found out... that i wasn't going to follow them.. i wasn't going to be a sheep... i was a leader.. i was my own person.. and i still am today. and i don't care if you like me... but i like myself.. and that's all that matters..
so this pretty much was a crazy update... with all sorts of feelings just thrown out there... it always helps to sort them here.. u know.. but whatever... and now i have to go.. because food is calling my name!!... :)
Tango..
*Em