update
i made a thai faux chicken pizza tonight. It turned out really well. that was good.
it's been helpful to finally be able to talk to people about the major stresses in my mind.
i don't really know exactly what direction to take (in the area of what has been stressing me out mentally), but i think that time will help me decide that. Until then I have tried to in a way that is respectful and thoughtful, but that doesn't discount my own feelings, my right to be respected and treated well.
I've been learning more about the fun that is fixed gear bicycles.
They can be cheaper than i realized.
I really want one. i kind of want build one because that would give me a better understanding of how my bike works. I would be really hesitant to do that though with out the help of someone who knows what they are doing.
This is a list of things I want in the near(ish) future:
fixed gear bike
improve at skating
do well in school (i.e. stay on top of my work weekly)
try to be more in touch with my spirituality
pack food more often for days when won't be able to eat at home
clean my room once a week (at least)
read all of the books i have either bought and not read yet, or started, but not finished
re-read less than zero
actually work out on a regular basis
go to the eye dr.
control my frustrations better
continue trying to increase my levels of forgiveness and my ability to let go of anger/resentment
continue trying to be happy and enjoy myself more
look for a job
look for direction
andthatsthat.
it's been helpful to finally be able to talk to people about the major stresses in my mind.
i don't really know exactly what direction to take (in the area of what has been stressing me out mentally), but i think that time will help me decide that. Until then I have tried to in a way that is respectful and thoughtful, but that doesn't discount my own feelings, my right to be respected and treated well.
I've been learning more about the fun that is fixed gear bicycles.
They can be cheaper than i realized.
I really want one. i kind of want build one because that would give me a better understanding of how my bike works. I would be really hesitant to do that though with out the help of someone who knows what they are doing.
This is a list of things I want in the near(ish) future:
fixed gear bike
improve at skating
do well in school (i.e. stay on top of my work weekly)
try to be more in touch with my spirituality
pack food more often for days when won't be able to eat at home
clean my room once a week (at least)
read all of the books i have either bought and not read yet, or started, but not finished
re-read less than zero
actually work out on a regular basis
go to the eye dr.
control my frustrations better
continue trying to increase my levels of forgiveness and my ability to let go of anger/resentment
continue trying to be happy and enjoy myself more
look for a job
look for direction
andthatsthat.