sinking quick
today was kind of sort of a bad day
it was raining really bad, and i didn't want to go to school. i actually thought they might cancel
but they didn't
so i had to ready for english
and turns out, i read next class's pages too
it was ridiculously long and boring because i read twice as much as he asked us to
and then i saw rob
i haven't seen him in about a month
and it's been better i guess
it's not like i haven't still thought of him
i do every day
but after our "encounter"
i had a breakdown
basically sobbing walking into chem lab
cool nicki, real cool
but.. that's how it went
and chem lab took forever, but that was to be expected
my lab hood "partner" broke his mercury thermometer too
and i finally talked to the gorgeous boy that's in my class
and i got mad at my best friend here-in Auburn, because she wasn't talking to my dog "firm" enough
i don't want other people influencing her training
ruining what i'm trying to do
i'm trying to make good
and i just feel like i'm failing
like i'm in way over my head here
it was raining really bad, and i didn't want to go to school. i actually thought they might cancel
but they didn't
so i had to ready for english
and turns out, i read next class's pages too
it was ridiculously long and boring because i read twice as much as he asked us to
and then i saw rob
i haven't seen him in about a month
and it's been better i guess
it's not like i haven't still thought of him
i do every day
but after our "encounter"
i had a breakdown
basically sobbing walking into chem lab
cool nicki, real cool
but.. that's how it went
and chem lab took forever, but that was to be expected
my lab hood "partner" broke his mercury thermometer too
and i finally talked to the gorgeous boy that's in my class
and i got mad at my best friend here-in Auburn, because she wasn't talking to my dog "firm" enough
i don't want other people influencing her training
ruining what i'm trying to do
i'm trying to make good
and i just feel like i'm failing
like i'm in way over my head here