May 15, 2005 15:00
Well last night (I haven't been to bed yet so earlyier) was not a good time. I was all pissed off at the world (still am) and can't sleep. Once again in my life I have seemed to fuck up something along some sort of lines. Prom was a huge let down. I thought I was going to have a great time. I did maybe 10% of the time. But that accounts for like what 20 mins? Some people know what happend and what not. So I don't need to repeat it. I don't know how to say things or get out my frustrations. I told Brittney what was going on last night. We needed to get air and just vent.
.I wish this was all just a bad dream.
I was a fool I guess, I am a pile of shit