Geez
Well, since my best friend and I have decided not to be best friends anymore, but I think we are still friends though, I'm not sure. Anyways, I had to find a new bridesmaid. Someone who I can count on to be in the wedding. She is a good friend of mine and Eric's best girlfriend. I hope she says yes.
I drank sooo much last nite. I havn't been that drunk in a while. It was kinda sad really. I had to get up and go to work this morning and I'm STILL kinda drunk...oh well, it was just another self pity party by me, for me. I like having those every once in a awhile because it makes me feel better. Alcohol is NEVER the answer though. I should practice what i preach, for the most part I do, but sometimes it is better this way.
To the person this concerns, I'm sorry that everything has worked out like this. I would NEVER in a million years intentionally hurt you, and you of all people should've seen that and discussed the situation with me. Instead of just leaving me to wonder what I did wrong. Thanks for talking to me the other nite. It cleared alot up. Once again, I'm sorry. I miss you alot. I hope we're still cool, because I don't have any problems with you and I'm not mad, if you thought I was. I hope everything else works out well for you. <3
Well, I'm going to look at some new reception sites here soon. Hopefully I'll like one of them. I'm out...later <3
I drank sooo much last nite. I havn't been that drunk in a while. It was kinda sad really. I had to get up and go to work this morning and I'm STILL kinda drunk...oh well, it was just another self pity party by me, for me. I like having those every once in a awhile because it makes me feel better. Alcohol is NEVER the answer though. I should practice what i preach, for the most part I do, but sometimes it is better this way.
To the person this concerns, I'm sorry that everything has worked out like this. I would NEVER in a million years intentionally hurt you, and you of all people should've seen that and discussed the situation with me. Instead of just leaving me to wonder what I did wrong. Thanks for talking to me the other nite. It cleared alot up. Once again, I'm sorry. I miss you alot. I hope we're still cool, because I don't have any problems with you and I'm not mad, if you thought I was. I hope everything else works out well for you. <3
Well, I'm going to look at some new reception sites here soon. Hopefully I'll like one of them. I'm out...later <3