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So a 34 year old man has a crush on me and I don't know what to do about it. I don't have feelings for him apart from being his friend and he has absolutely fallen head over heals for me. We didn't even attempt to date or kiss or anything and yet he tells me I have broken his heart. How can that even happen? I've litterally just been his friend and yet I am causing him so much pain because I'm telling him that I don't see us being together. I understand that it hurts to be rejected, I just don't understand how I could have caused it by hardly doing anything right?
I've come to the conclusion that I want to travel really badly. I feel like I want to go to europe for like a year and travel and find myself. I want to meet people and experience things. I can't really do that by sitting in barrie really. At least that's how I feel. I've almost paid my credit card off, so I can either take my 1000 dollar limit and go to Ireland, or I can save up over the summer and go. I just feel the need to get out. Adrienne did I mention that I want you to come with me? lol
My mom is back from Poland on sunday and I'm not reall excited to see her. I like being on my own and coming home to an empty house. I tottally wouldn't mind having roomates, but having roomates and parents are two different things. Anyways I guess I'm feeling weird.
School is really hectic right now and I should do some reading. I think that's my mission tommorow.
As far as today off to the mall I go!
Missin ya megs!
Sam
I've come to the conclusion that I want to travel really badly. I feel like I want to go to europe for like a year and travel and find myself. I want to meet people and experience things. I can't really do that by sitting in barrie really. At least that's how I feel. I've almost paid my credit card off, so I can either take my 1000 dollar limit and go to Ireland, or I can save up over the summer and go. I just feel the need to get out. Adrienne did I mention that I want you to come with me? lol
My mom is back from Poland on sunday and I'm not reall excited to see her. I like being on my own and coming home to an empty house. I tottally wouldn't mind having roomates, but having roomates and parents are two different things. Anyways I guess I'm feeling weird.
School is really hectic right now and I should do some reading. I think that's my mission tommorow.
As far as today off to the mall I go!
Missin ya megs!
Sam