SICK of people
I am so sick of people either calling me a faggot, or hearing from people that everyone thinks I'm gay. If I wanted to be in high school again then I would apply to be a teacher there or something. I don't even care anymore who knows, but god....why does everyone have to be so god damn stereotypical and judgemental...
Jon's mom also found out tonight that he's gay...and like my mother, she suspects that I turned him that way like it's something you can catch. Her being the niaeve person she is. Now she hates me and doesn't want me to call Jon's house. She apparantly cringes everytime I call. God like your son can't have a gay friend, and now that she found out, a bf....
This reminds me so much of me when I came out...it lasted three days and it was the worst three days of my life. Jon is now scared and he has every right to be. It will be interesting on what happens next, but I hope it gets better rather then worse...I wanted him to stay over tonight and it was hard for me to hear him tell me that he had to go home but I understand that this is all new to his mom or whatever. His mom actually said that she doesn't want to have to bury "her son who died of AIDS", and Jon being gay is an ebarrassment to the family...like it's any of their fuckin business...and like it's Jon's fault...I'm angry....I don't know what to say...lol
I love him and I miss sleeping with him. I just want to hold him
Anyways I work at 10 so I should get to bed...
l8tr
Jon's mom also found out tonight that he's gay...and like my mother, she suspects that I turned him that way like it's something you can catch. Her being the niaeve person she is. Now she hates me and doesn't want me to call Jon's house. She apparantly cringes everytime I call. God like your son can't have a gay friend, and now that she found out, a bf....
This reminds me so much of me when I came out...it lasted three days and it was the worst three days of my life. Jon is now scared and he has every right to be. It will be interesting on what happens next, but I hope it gets better rather then worse...I wanted him to stay over tonight and it was hard for me to hear him tell me that he had to go home but I understand that this is all new to his mom or whatever. His mom actually said that she doesn't want to have to bury "her son who died of AIDS", and Jon being gay is an ebarrassment to the family...like it's any of their fuckin business...and like it's Jon's fault...I'm angry....I don't know what to say...lol
I love him and I miss sleeping with him. I just want to hold him
Anyways I work at 10 so I should get to bed...
l8tr