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I talked to Jon and I guess we are sorting stuff out. I really want to believe that we can but I'm having my doubts. I don't want to loose all the good stuff, but is it bad to think that there could be better stuff out there with another guy? I want to tell myself that I have made the right decision but I'm not sure what to think. I'll probably feel better once I talk to him again, but until then I should sleep. I've been up since 3am so that is.....19 hours? How am I not tired? WEIRD!