so
i am having some personal struggles.
I think i am starting to annoy some of my friends. I have a large base of friends... i dunno. I think i may act too stupid or random... i think i probably poke and tease them too much... especially the girls. The guys are fine, with the exception of a few times i got angry at a few of them. But that was me being dumb.
And now the plans people make with me keep falling through.
I really have a longing to have a 'special someone.' but i think i just need to cut back on the physical contact with my friends, both male and female. that may help me.
I also am really trying to figure out some things spiritually, and trying to understand why reality doesn't seem so real anymore...
but i want close friends, but i may have too much physical affection in mind now... i want to be close to people..
I think i am starting to annoy some of my friends. I have a large base of friends... i dunno. I think i may act too stupid or random... i think i probably poke and tease them too much... especially the girls. The guys are fine, with the exception of a few times i got angry at a few of them. But that was me being dumb.
And now the plans people make with me keep falling through.
I really have a longing to have a 'special someone.' but i think i just need to cut back on the physical contact with my friends, both male and female. that may help me.
I also am really trying to figure out some things spiritually, and trying to understand why reality doesn't seem so real anymore...
but i want close friends, but i may have too much physical affection in mind now... i want to be close to people..