So...
So it has been awhile. I am getting into the swing of school fairly well. I am pretty good about doing my work.
Last night, i went w/ some of "the group" to go see a free preview of Constantine. Very powerful, thought-provoking, and downright crazy movie. The theology is messed up, but what do you expect from Hollywood. The special effects were pretty crazy too.
On Sunday we had a superbowl party at my house, and most of "the group" was there... almost all i think... maybe all..
anyway, we had a pretty good time.
Ali is Laurel's roomie... pretty cool girl, from Colorado. We were able to talk in line while waiting for the movie. She is pretty and fun to be around, so i hope to hang out with her. And i know if Laurel sees this she'll probably show Ali, so i have to choose my words carefully ;)
Big T may be getting me a date for the Sadie Hawkins dance... but it is in 2 days, and i bet he forgot about it... so i'll probably just go alone. :(
oh well.
I am working on the discipline of fasting this week. so i am/will be skipping some meals this week... I need to force myself to spend time with God, because i am not doing too well in that area right now. I want God... i want to know Him and serve Him and love Him... but i don't want to give up my independence... and i still don't feel like i understand who He is... I hope He will reveal Himself to me so that i can more readily trust Him. But maybe He is not supposed to; maybe He is doing what He always does, and i am just not seeking Him enough, i am not hungering for Him.
Well, i am hungering now physically, so i hope that He can fill that spiritually.
Last night, i went w/ some of "the group" to go see a free preview of Constantine. Very powerful, thought-provoking, and downright crazy movie. The theology is messed up, but what do you expect from Hollywood. The special effects were pretty crazy too.
On Sunday we had a superbowl party at my house, and most of "the group" was there... almost all i think... maybe all..
anyway, we had a pretty good time.
Ali is Laurel's roomie... pretty cool girl, from Colorado. We were able to talk in line while waiting for the movie. She is pretty and fun to be around, so i hope to hang out with her. And i know if Laurel sees this she'll probably show Ali, so i have to choose my words carefully ;)
Big T may be getting me a date for the Sadie Hawkins dance... but it is in 2 days, and i bet he forgot about it... so i'll probably just go alone. :(
oh well.
I am working on the discipline of fasting this week. so i am/will be skipping some meals this week... I need to force myself to spend time with God, because i am not doing too well in that area right now. I want God... i want to know Him and serve Him and love Him... but i don't want to give up my independence... and i still don't feel like i understand who He is... I hope He will reveal Himself to me so that i can more readily trust Him. But maybe He is not supposed to; maybe He is doing what He always does, and i am just not seeking Him enough, i am not hungering for Him.
Well, i am hungering now physically, so i hope that He can fill that spiritually.