Grrrrrrr
Stories so far from work:
Mon: I had a guy come up to me and tell me how beautiful I was. While he was waiting for a comp, he started asking me if I could give him cheques (aka- chips) from my table. Of course I said no. Then he would ask if he told me I was beautiful would he give me some and then he would split them with me outside. Still said no. Then he said what aboue pretty, or that gorgeous smile. No, and no! Then he asked me how often I got hit on, and if I was taken/married/etc. Of course I have to be polite, but I was getting really irritated. But then he goes, "Have you ever had a man expose himself at your table?" WTF?!?!?!? I was soooo infuriated! That's just plain wrong. Then he told my floor that I deserved 2 thumbs up for being such an honest gal and so purty. I cannot believe any guy (this was an older guy too) could just say that!
Wed: I got put on a pitch game. Mind you, I haven't pitched since auditions about 3 weeks ago, and this would be my first time on the floor doing such. I sucked. And the floor people sure let me know. I was tryin to hard, but cards kept goin outside the table, and gettin turned over. *argh* I was soo nervous I was shaking. This one lady was soo mean about my pitching, but played anyways, and then once she lost her money, called me a bitch! I had a floor person basically lecture me over my mistakes on my first time pitching! It was awful. I seriously left work with tears in my eyes. And Im one tough girlie to break, but I was soo upset! Here I am trying so hard, and this one floor couldn't say anything but negative comments to me. And that was the one floor person I sorta knew outta the bunch too. Yeah he isn't on my cool people list anymore.
I am trying so hard, and this is becoming so frustrating. It makes me want to crawl in a hole and cry and just disappear for a bit.
Mon: I had a guy come up to me and tell me how beautiful I was. While he was waiting for a comp, he started asking me if I could give him cheques (aka- chips) from my table. Of course I said no. Then he would ask if he told me I was beautiful would he give me some and then he would split them with me outside. Still said no. Then he said what aboue pretty, or that gorgeous smile. No, and no! Then he asked me how often I got hit on, and if I was taken/married/etc. Of course I have to be polite, but I was getting really irritated. But then he goes, "Have you ever had a man expose himself at your table?" WTF?!?!?!? I was soooo infuriated! That's just plain wrong. Then he told my floor that I deserved 2 thumbs up for being such an honest gal and so purty. I cannot believe any guy (this was an older guy too) could just say that!
Wed: I got put on a pitch game. Mind you, I haven't pitched since auditions about 3 weeks ago, and this would be my first time on the floor doing such. I sucked. And the floor people sure let me know. I was tryin to hard, but cards kept goin outside the table, and gettin turned over. *argh* I was soo nervous I was shaking. This one lady was soo mean about my pitching, but played anyways, and then once she lost her money, called me a bitch! I had a floor person basically lecture me over my mistakes on my first time pitching! It was awful. I seriously left work with tears in my eyes. And Im one tough girlie to break, but I was soo upset! Here I am trying so hard, and this one floor couldn't say anything but negative comments to me. And that was the one floor person I sorta knew outta the bunch too. Yeah he isn't on my cool people list anymore.
I am trying so hard, and this is becoming so frustrating. It makes me want to crawl in a hole and cry and just disappear for a bit.