I'm 18 and I have a crush on somebody ........ ?
Heh.
Just thinking about it.
Finally got the nerve to post it here.
I've had this crush for about a year and a half now.
To be put honestly, I don't think there's a sliver of a chance for a positive result. I just don't see why (insert name here) would be interested in me. (And no, Annie. It is not a guy. Bet I grossed you out there, didn't I?)
Gah. Maybe I'm just too caught up in my low self-esteem concerning my image. I don't know. I just want someone to cuddle with, someone who can understand what I go through and be there for me.
Yeah, I know. In come the clichés: "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." "Its not whats on the outside, but whats on the inside that counts."
Bullcrap.
All anyone wants now, whether it be guy or girl, is a perfect body. Don't deny it. Well, I can think of one case ... but I think someone put a mind-control device on them, or something.
Everyone I know has someone to talk to.
I don't. And I hate it. I talk to my cat and my computer. Sometimes my plush cow. And that makes me a sad panda.
Yes, a South Park reference. Sometimes I think I have split personalities:
(1) The little do-gooder who always gets his work done and studies and whatnot.
(2) The goof-off who can only say "moo" at certain times of the day.
(3) The ... well ... lets just say that this one stays locked in a cage and is only let out at night.
And I'm watching Sabado Gigante. Why? I don't know.
Just thinking about it.
Finally got the nerve to post it here.
I've had this crush for about a year and a half now.
To be put honestly, I don't think there's a sliver of a chance for a positive result. I just don't see why (insert name here) would be interested in me. (And no, Annie. It is not a guy. Bet I grossed you out there, didn't I?)
Gah. Maybe I'm just too caught up in my low self-esteem concerning my image. I don't know. I just want someone to cuddle with, someone who can understand what I go through and be there for me.
Yeah, I know. In come the clichés: "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." "Its not whats on the outside, but whats on the inside that counts."
Bullcrap.
All anyone wants now, whether it be guy or girl, is a perfect body. Don't deny it. Well, I can think of one case ... but I think someone put a mind-control device on them, or something.
Everyone I know has someone to talk to.
I don't. And I hate it. I talk to my cat and my computer. Sometimes my plush cow. And that makes me a sad panda.
Yes, a South Park reference. Sometimes I think I have split personalities:
(1) The little do-gooder who always gets his work done and studies and whatnot.
(2) The goof-off who can only say "moo" at certain times of the day.
(3) The ... well ... lets just say that this one stays locked in a cage and is only let out at night.
And I'm watching Sabado Gigante. Why? I don't know.