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Jul 23, 2006 13:14

Don't ya wish sometimes that dreams were real? Man, last night I had such a nice dream. It was one of those ones that seemed pretty realistic until you thought about it and realized 'aw man, this is only a dream'. I dream a lot in comparison to most people. I don't know why, but I do. And I remember them pretty well too most of the time. Last night, I had an awesome dream. It's going to sound stupid to anyone else, but I want to put it in here because I can't stop thinking about it.

I was at volleyball practice. There was a few of us random from the team there and some of the team a couple years back. There wasn't that many people. Maybe about like 7. Of course, it wasn't in the gym I usually play at. It was this place that didn't even look like a gym. Anyways, we were all dancing like crazy because [at real practice] we always have a warm-up cd. Being a senior, I felt crazy and decided to dance with others. We were having a lot of fun. And then I look out and my old Coach was there! I loved my old Coach. She was such a good friend to me. I miss her DEARLY. Anyways, I stopped and ran over to her. I was very excited to see her. So excited that I ran up and jump-hugged her (you know what I mean?). I don't hug on a normal basis so that was kinda weird in the dream. I do, however, envy those who can hug randomly and it's normal. When I do it, it's weird. Anyways. She was tlaking to me and Jenny specifically, but we were all sitting in a circle around her talking to her. Then, my new volleyball coach *eye roll* came in. We didn't care and continued to talk to Coach. Then this girl who's going to be a freshman on our team came in. See, the [real] story with her is that she has a certain last name. This last name enables her to automatically be considered awesome by our new coach (because he favors this family). As a result, she will not be playing ANY JV as a freshman. I mean she's decent, but NOT that good. So all of us are very upset about that. We aren't upset at her. It's not her fault and honestly, she would rather play with her friends. But we are totally angry at our coach. In the dream though, Coach starts talking about that situation (which is weird because she doesn't know it yet). And we just had a great time in my dream just talking.

I truly miss her. I tried calling her at the beginning of this summer. I left a message and she didn't call back. I recently sent her a schedule for this year's volleyball season. She came to a game and a tourney of ours last year. I send her a schedule so there is no excuses. I got no respond back in any form. I really am considering calling her again. Actually, first I am going to mention to Jenny that I miss her (we both do. I'll talk in the next paragraph about that) and Jenny is less nervous/scared about these things. I'm always afraid I'm going to sound stupid and call at an inappropriate time (it's happened soo many times before). And Jenny's one of those people who will basically just come out and say 'hey! we want to come over and see you'. So maybe we will try to organize something. Because Coach is so much more than a Coach to me. She's one of my good friends. I just wish I contacted her more.

Anyways, I think the reasoning behind my dream was because yesterday I went to the ice cream place right down the road from me with Jenny, Laura, Jenny's bf, and Laura's maybe-soon-to-be bf from college. We were laughing and having a great 'ol time talking about upcoming volleyball stuff, old memories, and just random memories in general. Laura mentioned how she LOVED her Senior year. This was my sophomore year: the BEST volleyball year of my LIFE. We were having a blast talking about all the great times we had. This was also Coach's last year as our coach. This lead us to the "I miss Coach" discussion. Laura and Jenny were talking about how they miss her too and how they should go over and visit (see, laura, jenny, and I are all close to Coach. like closer than just a team-person. Like friends). Maybe, just MAYBE my dream will come true! (not quite true... but maybe I'll see her before summer's over!). I hope. She's a great person. And yesterday was a great time just hanging with my friends.

Happy Anniversary to my Best Friend and her boyfriend!  :)

BTW, I love my icon I'm using here. It's a House quote. And the best part about it our new coach was pissed at us once (and he's older and kinda, i hate to say stupid, but stupid.) And to try to build us as a team (which he is horrible at because he has favorites who he thinks are stars and basically only plays with 6 players because it's the rules and not because he thinks we are a team), he said "there's no 'me' in team!" and we all looked at him and said "Uh, yeah there is. If ya mix it up". And he got all pissy about it. It made me chuckle.

coach, dreams, friends, volleyball

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