Jun 10, 2005 23:54
It's like I'm in this endless cycle. It seems to go like this everytime:
I'm doing really good.
I'm doing okay.
I hate life.
I'm really depressed.
I'm okay.
I'm doing GREAT!
-Then it seems like whenever I'm about to reach the next level of happiness, it drops back down. I'm not depressed. I don't hate life. I just hate myself. I feel so terrible inside thinking about it that I'm not even going to finish what I was going to say about it. Ugh.
Life is going much better than it has been. I just feel like less of a person.
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