fuckshitdamnpisscock
i hate money, i hate everyones shattered perception on life and the way things 'should be'. i'm farther in debt than i have ever been and could possibly lose my job. only good news i got lately was that i have health insurance again so i'm on three waiting lists for doctors. as soon as i get my physical i can finalize my test for the air force and finally start my family. i miss everyone and everything i used to see, but at the same time looking forward i know a few of those things and people will make their way back into my life, at least these are my hopes.
i find myself constantly questioning my own intentions and actions, but i have no answers for myself. the only thing i can think to do is desperately scrawl about on a dead social media site, in hopes to pass over an answer from myself. oh well at least i am genuinely happy with one aspect of my life and that is my loving counterpart, she is legitimately the only person besides my own sister who supports any and all of my decisions.
i find myself constantly questioning my own intentions and actions, but i have no answers for myself. the only thing i can think to do is desperately scrawl about on a dead social media site, in hopes to pass over an answer from myself. oh well at least i am genuinely happy with one aspect of my life and that is my loving counterpart, she is legitimately the only person besides my own sister who supports any and all of my decisions.