sung tongs
I read my last lj entry last night and gasped in embarrassment. and chuckled a little too. i got a little over-excited when I wrote it. It was like the kind of entries I used to write all the time until Lila told me i shouldn't expose myself so much on the internet, for professional reasons. SO I stopped. Why? because i do whatever lila bailey tells me to. and you should too.
something has been wrong with my body for a long time and i'm praying that a doctor will figure it out soon. i think it's a gluten intolerance due to my experimenting, but really any time i convince myself that something is making me sick, it's going to make me sick regardless. I'm the craziest mental health counselor i know. . .
oh yeah, i finished classes. just have to write a research proposal and recieve my diploma in the mail. then i have two higher education degrees. to keep me warm when i run out of newspaper- thank you kanye west. as if my dream isn't to be a hip hop producer/artist. it just doesn't work out that well for all of us.
it's too bad that my program was... less than stellar. and my internship was waaaaay less than less than stellar. even less than that. whatever, it's in your real job where you really learn how to be a good counselor. and i did learn fabulous ways to fuck around on the internet. like reading your girlfriend's old livejournal entries to compare her past life to yours. I don't recommend that, actually. Life is definitely better lived in the present.
Why is it so weird to think about your significant other's past significant others? Or even just people they've dated? It is for me at least, I've always hated it. Being with Liz is weird though. I live with one of her past girlfriends. She's basically my sister, or more like a close cousin. I've always found ways to hate the people that the person i'm with used to date, but having one of those people be my best friend makes me look at it very differently. A different perspective. Plus, without Steph, we wouldn't have gotten together. Liz and I were never really friends at new paltz, only hung out a few times with steph. Stephanie brought her back into hers and my life almost two years ago. She's the reason we still know each other at all. She's a good friend to suck up the hard feelings and not hold any grudges or weirdness. Now we all just hang out and it's normal. In the beginning I was feeling very guilty, and having many stomach aches because I didn't know if pursuing a relationship with a good friend's ex is something questionable or just completely wrong. Jackie said I wasn't doing anything terribly wrong, just terribly complicated. I was like why don't we all just have sex? That would fix everything like jason lee's plan in chasing amy. We didn't do that. By the way.
Rambling. Babbling.
I guess long story short, I love Steph because she is and will always be my best girl, and because she brought me my love. And somehow I still hate Liz's other exes. Sorry ladies, it's nothing personal, I know you're not crazy about me either, which also is not personal. If any one of you turn out to be cool i'm sure i'll be over it.
Who do I think reads this?
Dykes on bike-cycles meeting tonight and then dinner party. Looking forward to both.
something has been wrong with my body for a long time and i'm praying that a doctor will figure it out soon. i think it's a gluten intolerance due to my experimenting, but really any time i convince myself that something is making me sick, it's going to make me sick regardless. I'm the craziest mental health counselor i know. . .
oh yeah, i finished classes. just have to write a research proposal and recieve my diploma in the mail. then i have two higher education degrees. to keep me warm when i run out of newspaper- thank you kanye west. as if my dream isn't to be a hip hop producer/artist. it just doesn't work out that well for all of us.
it's too bad that my program was... less than stellar. and my internship was waaaaay less than less than stellar. even less than that. whatever, it's in your real job where you really learn how to be a good counselor. and i did learn fabulous ways to fuck around on the internet. like reading your girlfriend's old livejournal entries to compare her past life to yours. I don't recommend that, actually. Life is definitely better lived in the present.
Why is it so weird to think about your significant other's past significant others? Or even just people they've dated? It is for me at least, I've always hated it. Being with Liz is weird though. I live with one of her past girlfriends. She's basically my sister, or more like a close cousin. I've always found ways to hate the people that the person i'm with used to date, but having one of those people be my best friend makes me look at it very differently. A different perspective. Plus, without Steph, we wouldn't have gotten together. Liz and I were never really friends at new paltz, only hung out a few times with steph. Stephanie brought her back into hers and my life almost two years ago. She's the reason we still know each other at all. She's a good friend to suck up the hard feelings and not hold any grudges or weirdness. Now we all just hang out and it's normal. In the beginning I was feeling very guilty, and having many stomach aches because I didn't know if pursuing a relationship with a good friend's ex is something questionable or just completely wrong. Jackie said I wasn't doing anything terribly wrong, just terribly complicated. I was like why don't we all just have sex? That would fix everything like jason lee's plan in chasing amy. We didn't do that. By the way.
Rambling. Babbling.
I guess long story short, I love Steph because she is and will always be my best girl, and because she brought me my love. And somehow I still hate Liz's other exes. Sorry ladies, it's nothing personal, I know you're not crazy about me either, which also is not personal. If any one of you turn out to be cool i'm sure i'll be over it.
Who do I think reads this?
Dykes on bike-cycles meeting tonight and then dinner party. Looking forward to both.