Dec 21, 2006 11:40
I've been feeling really disconnected lately. Not just from family and friends but life in general. Everything seems surreal. I wonder if this place is changing me. I came here all cheery and optimistic but lately i've gone cynical and pessimistic. Not really depressed, just not all that joyous. It bothers me around this time of year. Christmas is always my favorite holiday. I'm hoping its just the fact i've been working the past 72 days straight. It sorta grinds on you. I don't know where i'm going with this. Anyways, happy holidays.