Off to Phoenix
Well...today is my last day of work until March 28. Nice. I am pretty happy about that--this weekend I will be getting married and next week it is going to be all about drinks with umbrellas and Jason being a cute cabana boy. I have been feeling kind of weird and unsettled all day though, nothing bad, just weird.
Let me explain--about an hour ago I went to the restroom and after doing my business and washing my hands, I was looking in the mirror. Have you ever noticed how weird you start to look when you look in the mirror for longer than a brief glance? I mean, I was really studying myself. After a while, I started to wonder..."who is this person?" I don't know..it was really odd and pretty much the way I have been feeling all day. I feel up in air about things right now. I am excited about getting married to Jason and being an adult and all, but I just don't know where we belong, or what we are supposed to be doing. It is a very unsettling feeling. The one thing I do know is that Jason and I belong together. That is at least one piece of the giant jigsaw puzzle. I guess that is why people have their whole lives to figure out where they are supposed to be and what they are supposed to be doing. Deep thoughts from a woman about to be a wife...
Let me explain--about an hour ago I went to the restroom and after doing my business and washing my hands, I was looking in the mirror. Have you ever noticed how weird you start to look when you look in the mirror for longer than a brief glance? I mean, I was really studying myself. After a while, I started to wonder..."who is this person?" I don't know..it was really odd and pretty much the way I have been feeling all day. I feel up in air about things right now. I am excited about getting married to Jason and being an adult and all, but I just don't know where we belong, or what we are supposed to be doing. It is a very unsettling feeling. The one thing I do know is that Jason and I belong together. That is at least one piece of the giant jigsaw puzzle. I guess that is why people have their whole lives to figure out where they are supposed to be and what they are supposed to be doing. Deep thoughts from a woman about to be a wife...