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LIVE JOURNAL WOW! when will i ever grow too old? Maybe when i stop getting terrified by my own frame of mind. I'm going through a break up I guess and that type of thing just exposes every ugly thing youve been hiding in some unexplainable way. I feel so ridiculously miserable. I can't really think about anything to write but I got tremendously bored with facebook and aim and my loneliness was overwhelming. I sound like such a total bitch right now but its good to just vent. I don't know how to escape from the way i'm feeling and its funny cause i think i've been escaping it for a long time and now its just refusing to be ignored. plus the anticipation. of an end. so simultaneously sad and scary. and its raining. november has planted its foot hard in the spot of worst month. i cant beleive the weather its november iconically. i am so shocked and offended by how unreciprocated my feelings go sometimes. all i need is one person right now and i have no idea where they are but every noise out in the common room is not them and i am losing my fucking mind.