Nov 23, 2005 00:10
wow...this could be long.
I have written on this thing in a while.
Many funny things occurred within the past week. Ill give a brief rundown.
Last sunday at work i was asked out by a 22 year old girl based on the fact that I was organized and she liked my hair. She asked me my sign and I told her cancer and she said we were good and ...she preceeded to hit on me and ask me out and it was the epitamy of awkward. ...after i laughed.
Tuesday was Taryns birthday and me her, and and a bunch of our buds hung out pretty much all day. Later that night it rained and we went out and played in the rain, we found this huge puddle in the jo bowl to throw ourselves and each other in, and dove and slid on the grass forever. It was incredible.
(This ones for lurch)...Thursday at work I was working the automotive section and this guy came up if we had a fuse...i said "do you mean a fuser" and he was like " a fuser? what?....no a fuse for my car".....it was amazingly perfect (Lurch...u best be laughin, it was to perfect)
THursday I had lunch with my o.t. professor (which is hard to come by) with taryn, lyndsie and zach. It was definately an experience I shall not forget. He is such a caring, wise man that loves us. wow....anyways..and he paid. We are taking him out to olive garden after the break and we are paying....i love that man.
thats about it for the week rundown.
Im excited to come home and see everyone for a couple of days. I missed you all much man.
As for God....
I've been learning alot about the discipline of God (not studying it but experiencing it). He has been owning me...working me. I cant really explain it right now so i wont try.
I've been learning how to pray....and to worship God in truth in spirit...and how to walk in the spirit. ....all through prayer and meditation on God's word (i recommend it)
Christmas break is gonna be awesome.
Ash ...I know what Im getting you for christmas.
I have alot of ideas and thoughts to posts but it would be too long of one and nobody shall read it.
untill then...
"The world’s been seeing
How I taste and what I am are not the same
And God’s been testing,
And has allowed me to fail to show Him wise
The medicine provided,
Is a book that I don’t trust but rather blame
For my sin is covered,
But the way that I’m saved I’ve despised
I’ve learned all the right words to say,
(but their not showing, any signs today)
But this song is just a thought that passed by
And God’s made it true for now, but not for my life
I’ve been troubled, and that is a reason to carry on
I’ve had struggles, and none of them I seem to let go
Because I don’t trust you, to do anything in my life -
But Oh how I trust you…
Dear God I trust You
I’m a living contradiction to what people find in me
I try desperately to hide the sin I see
I’m not Jesus, but that’s how I want to be
But I want you on my terms, I don’t want suffering
And I’ve learned all the right words to say,
But its not showing any signs today
This song is just a thought that passed by….
This song is just a thought that passed by
My sin will be a thought that passes by"