Not a bad day...
I talked to Scott today. I was doing alright about not caring, until I heard his voice. And then I just wanted to lose it. I didn't, but it's so frustrating to talk to him knowing things are not currently how I want them. I am unsure where I stand on issues with him, so I'm trying to sort through things within the next couple days. I don't know if things can be the way I want them with him, and I don't think I can deal with that. It's not as if I'm asking that much in the first place.
I went to Louis and Company in a not-so-good mood, with full intentions to hide it. The other teachers seemed to pick up on it tho, but it turned out to be a good thing. Everyone was really sweet, and it lifted my spirits a little. More than a little.
Rick also showed up. All unexpected-like to give me a hug. Much needed. Love him.
I went to Louis and Company in a not-so-good mood, with full intentions to hide it. The other teachers seemed to pick up on it tho, but it turned out to be a good thing. Everyone was really sweet, and it lifted my spirits a little. More than a little.
Rick also showed up. All unexpected-like to give me a hug. Much needed. Love him.