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So... I went back to school. my classes are okay. Not what i expected, but i guess they'll be okay. It was relieving to go back to school... actually having a point to every day. Not sleeping until 1pm, actually going to bed by midnight... it's refreshing. So yea... we all moved back in except one... Christina. so sad, but she came to visit us on Thursday,so for about 15 minutes all 4 of us were there, then she left and i took sarah to the train station and cat went home, and i went to class... so it was just me. that night a friend from CT. came to visit... whooped his ass in nintendo and made him watch drop dead fred. ha ha. great movie. Friday i was going to go hom ein the morning, but we ended up having another death in the family so my mom came up from Jersey and we went to the wake. saw alot of the family... it amazes me how everyone never recognizes me. the daughter of the guy that died aske me who i was and i told her and she nearly flipped a shit. she hadn't seen me since i was about 10... so what does she do... she brings we up to the front where George lies there in a casket and brings me up to her mother... a greiving widow, and asks he if she knows who i am... so awkward... she had no idea. once she was told she remembered and i gave my condolences... what an awkward situation... i can't stand being around dead people...then my aunt Ro and Uncle V and my cousins showed up... my cousin frank said hello to everyone... everyone but me... he didn't recognize me... i saw him about a month ago! i asked my mom in the car if i really look that different everytime they see me... she laughed and said yes. wow. anyway i talked to frank alot... found out that he graduated from Post with a masters degree in Arts management... and guess what he's doing now... he's going into the FBI. ha ha. so i finally hae decided that i just need the degree it doesn't matter what i get it in i can do whatever i choose if i decided to go back to the fbi route then fine... or i can stay on the route i'm on now... so that is a load of my chest. after the wake we got something to eat with my cousin Deb, then went back to post to pick up my car and i didn't get on the road to come home until 10:45... ridiuculous. i felt horrible though, b/c i was supposed to hang out with kater tot, but with the wake at the last minute, and it lasting as long as it did... i just couldn't. It was the most horrible drive home. the turnpike entrance right when you come out of the lincoln tunnel was closed off, so we had to find a different way to get on... all while me driving blind. i never realized how bad my eyes are at night. i couldn't see a god damn thing. i was following my mom's tail lights the entire way b/c i couldn't see lines on the road or anything. finally got home at 1:30ish and passed out. Woke up this morning and it was blizzarding outside. oh joy. so i rented a bunch of movies and i'm sitting here in bed all day... i'm hoping it stops and the road are clear tomororow, b/c i have to drive back to NY... oye.