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it started last night... maybe before then, i don't know. i started getting really antsy... like i have to keep my self occupied... keep doing something or i'm upset or irritated.
I'm so exausted. I've had alot of fun, but now i feel so burned out. i can barely keep myself out of my bed when i am home.
I've never been content with being in one place for too long... with doing the same things over and over. i need change again.
i sit here and and i'm in a wide open room, yet i feel like i can't breath and everything is closing in... i need to get out of here... not this room, but here.
i think i'm not antsy to be doing something, but rather, getting out of here and going back to school.
i don't know if i'll like it there... but i don't care... it's a change, and i'll easily adapt. i did last year.
okay. last day of work.
that bothers me too... i need a job in LI
i hate not knowing where i'll be getting money from.
i hate not having a paycheck coming to me.
it scares me... but i guess i'll figure that out when i get there too.