La week.
Alright well so yeah.. this week was okay. Monday we didn't have school.. But it didn't feel like a 4 day week to me. I didn't really sleep well for like.. 4 days straight. :-/ For unknown reasons. Even though I think I know.. But whatever. And yeah.. that sucks.
I learned bad bad news about some of my past that really hurt my feelings. :-( But, I've decided not to confront it because I am very happy now and loved and all that is in the past.. there's nothing I could do about it now. Soo yeah. Im proud of myself for handeling the situation like I have. I like growing up. :-)
Okay well maybe I won't take it to that extreame....
This week it was made official that my cousins whom I have lived across the street from my whole entire life are now deciding to pack up and move to big K town. Yeah.. im real sad. I cryed. It really sucks because there is like.. nothing to do back here. And I mean.. im just used to them being a couple steps away. That's how its ALWAYS been. Even since before I was born! I blame her husband for coorupting her. Their poor kids.. Ima miss them soo much. :`-( It'll be okay though cause.....
I get my license in 18 days. :-)
Yay for me!
Im gettin nervous about homecomming lol. I want Jordan to have a lot a lot of fun. And I want to be reeeallyy pretty for him. I want him to wanna show me off. Ahhh... Cause I adore him. And love showing him off. :-) Life is goood....
No, butt.. what really makes me nervous is everything that I keep hearing about his ex girlfriend.. whom has weaseled a date to come to AHS' hc. How perfect. I just hope all the things I hear about her wanting to come up to me.. and about her being mad about Jordan and I.. or jealous--whatever.. And about her hating me.. are just rumors. :-/ I mean, I know its all gonna be okay and stuff.. with Jordan.. But that's not what im worried about. Im just SOOO happy right now.. and drama freee.. And yeah. I don't need all that gay shit in my life. Sooo please go away girl! :-)
Kay, well im goin sleep at Annie's with Amanda and maybe Cha and Brookie.. And Annie's on her way to get me sooo everyone have a good/safe/fun weekend and mucchh < 3333