sometimes life can be deceiving, but it's always better when we're together
"Can't you see that it's just raining."
It's hard to believe that if I had posted last night (as if I actually had time last night), this would have been a totally different post. The tone would have been the biggest contrast. Last night... Oh god, I was stressed out, pissed off, and utterly depressed. It was a major deadline for me and the fuckin' people added requirements to my application at the last minute. I was really freaking out and I was extremely afraid that I was going to get a late fine. I could barely finish the paper I was working on. I woke up in a bad mood but I somehow made all the right calls at the right times and got shit done. All is fine now and therefore, I'm in a much better mood! Last night, there would have been cuss words (more than usual) splashed all over this post.
So I'm in a pretty good mood. Oh, I also got in an awful fight with Colin last night over absolutely nothing. We argue all the time but it's usually pretty playful and it's basically a statement of our conflicting opinions. But last night, that was bad and it was over something so stupid. So that didn't help my mood too much last night either. Things are still kind of tense right now, but for completely different reasons. I miss the way we used to talk. It's just weird not being able to walk downstairs and see him cooking his pregnant woman cooking (he'll eat anything with any combination of ingredients, he's so weird) in the kitchen or to walk out onto the deck and find him smoking and watching the daily show or Joel Osteen. I think the biggest problem is that we're both changing a lot right now.
Two quotes with relevancy: "Such is life" and "So it goes".
Hopefully I'll have a better post within the next couple of days. Maybe it's all the stress but everything that I've written in the last week or two has been complete and utter crap. I'm still working on it. Sorry for the shitty post- much love to everyone.
-Kelly
It's hard to believe that if I had posted last night (as if I actually had time last night), this would have been a totally different post. The tone would have been the biggest contrast. Last night... Oh god, I was stressed out, pissed off, and utterly depressed. It was a major deadline for me and the fuckin' people added requirements to my application at the last minute. I was really freaking out and I was extremely afraid that I was going to get a late fine. I could barely finish the paper I was working on. I woke up in a bad mood but I somehow made all the right calls at the right times and got shit done. All is fine now and therefore, I'm in a much better mood! Last night, there would have been cuss words (more than usual) splashed all over this post.
So I'm in a pretty good mood. Oh, I also got in an awful fight with Colin last night over absolutely nothing. We argue all the time but it's usually pretty playful and it's basically a statement of our conflicting opinions. But last night, that was bad and it was over something so stupid. So that didn't help my mood too much last night either. Things are still kind of tense right now, but for completely different reasons. I miss the way we used to talk. It's just weird not being able to walk downstairs and see him cooking his pregnant woman cooking (he'll eat anything with any combination of ingredients, he's so weird) in the kitchen or to walk out onto the deck and find him smoking and watching the daily show or Joel Osteen. I think the biggest problem is that we're both changing a lot right now.
Two quotes with relevancy: "Such is life" and "So it goes".
Hopefully I'll have a better post within the next couple of days. Maybe it's all the stress but everything that I've written in the last week or two has been complete and utter crap. I'm still working on it. Sorry for the shitty post- much love to everyone.
-Kelly