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Lately people seem to be getting to me more then I usually allow them to. Apparently they seem to forget that I’m human just as they are. And I don’t know when or why these “friends” or “family” think they can talk or treat me a certain way. In my opinion it’s pathetic, disrespectful, and I’m sick of it. I don’t treat the people I care most for any less then I would expect from them. I’m passive, I get it, I don’t speak on my feelings, I get it. I’ve been trying to become more assertive lately, but maybe I’ve been thinking it all wrong. Should I be aggressive like the rest of this ignorant world? It seems that everyone doesn’t want to deal with the people that are supposed to be “close” but get too involved with their own self-centered lives to even realize the pain and frustration they have caused. That we continue to put up with, and look past, and even still forgive. But I’m fed up with being a temporary solution to other’s self-gratification. Go to therapy you fucking pigs. Get the help you deserve and hopefully one day you won’t ruin whatever relationships you have. Whether it’s family, friends, or love, if you can’t even handle yourself, you can’t handle any of the above.