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So......yeah. I just got home from Greenville about 25 minutes ago. I had a great evening. Went over to Ashley's with Jake had a blast. She cooked for us and it was soooo good.... REAL FOOD FOR ONCE. Anyway we were being all crazy and having fun.
But there is a downside.... As always I'm posting because I'm upset. I miss Jake. I want to be with him right now. I really hate not being around him. But I'm really upset at Jake's father. He's being the biggest douche bag in the world right now. He's constantly bitching at him when he's at home. Jake had a feeling when I left that he wouldn't have a computer because the monitor was left on.... That was my fault entirely. I turned off his computer Thursday and I didn't know that I had to turn the monitor off. I don't do it so why would I? Goddess, I really hope that things look up for Jake. I love him more then anything and I want him to NOT go through the shit he's going through. I wish there was an actual easy button that I could push and make his life a bit easier. What he's going through isn't fair at all....and yes. I do know the old adage that life isn't fair but you want to know something? JAKE DOES NOT DESERVE IT AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's the greatest person that I've ever met and I want him to be happy and not have to deal with all of the bullshit.
On another note I think I'm gong to go job hunting tomorrow or today whatever it is. I need money and that smoke shop hasn't called me back yet. *Sigh* I don't know. I'm sooo very sleepy. I think that I'll watch some TV, look up some job listings, smoke a cigarette and go to bed.
But there is a downside.... As always I'm posting because I'm upset. I miss Jake. I want to be with him right now. I really hate not being around him. But I'm really upset at Jake's father. He's being the biggest douche bag in the world right now. He's constantly bitching at him when he's at home. Jake had a feeling when I left that he wouldn't have a computer because the monitor was left on.... That was my fault entirely. I turned off his computer Thursday and I didn't know that I had to turn the monitor off. I don't do it so why would I? Goddess, I really hope that things look up for Jake. I love him more then anything and I want him to NOT go through the shit he's going through. I wish there was an actual easy button that I could push and make his life a bit easier. What he's going through isn't fair at all....and yes. I do know the old adage that life isn't fair but you want to know something? JAKE DOES NOT DESERVE IT AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's the greatest person that I've ever met and I want him to be happy and not have to deal with all of the bullshit.
On another note I think I'm gong to go job hunting tomorrow or today whatever it is. I need money and that smoke shop hasn't called me back yet. *Sigh* I don't know. I'm sooo very sleepy. I think that I'll watch some TV, look up some job listings, smoke a cigarette and go to bed.