Well Aren't You Lucky
Well, folks....... You have now officially met the most selfish person in the entire universe:) Yes, I know it was a feat that none of you would have ever thought would happen to you ever. But, alas it has. Hello, my name is Maggie Morris and I am the most selfish person in the universe and it's great to meet you all. Now my problem is that I can't hear the word NO from my fiance and not be kind of hurt by it. I want him all to myself and I don't know how to share him with others. Someone stick a fork in me I'm done. Who really acts like me at my age? I don't know but I'm totally ashamed of myself right now. I don't know why I associate with other people anyway. When they want to be around me I act like a total bitch and when they don't I resent them for it. I just take up space and resources, if I had the choice of imploding of continuing to exist I would choose the former right now. I just shouldn't talk at all, I'm always sticking my foot i my mouth somehow.
I have the greatest man in the world by my side and I treat him like dirt, not on purpose mind you and he takes it. If I was in a relationship with myself I would have already dumped my sorry ass a long time ago. I love him so much and I hate that I try to guilt him to do what I want, who else does that? I have no fucking idea. What does he see in me? Whatever Jake sees I don't. I really don't. All I see is a selfish, persistent, bitch. I had to wait until I was 17 to even find someone who would deal with my bullshit. Wow am I pathetic or what? I'm done now, no reason to bring others down with me and make them pity me as much as I pity myself.
I have the greatest man in the world by my side and I treat him like dirt, not on purpose mind you and he takes it. If I was in a relationship with myself I would have already dumped my sorry ass a long time ago. I love him so much and I hate that I try to guilt him to do what I want, who else does that? I have no fucking idea. What does he see in me? Whatever Jake sees I don't. I really don't. All I see is a selfish, persistent, bitch. I had to wait until I was 17 to even find someone who would deal with my bullshit. Wow am I pathetic or what? I'm done now, no reason to bring others down with me and make them pity me as much as I pity myself.