May 10, 2006 23:32
Have you ever fallen in love with someone you should have fallen in love with? I took poetic license with a Buzzcocks song, sue me. I am so in love with Jake LaRouche I feel like I'm about to burst. That man makes me weak at the knees. My insides are pudding right now, mmmmmmmmm pudding. It's almost Thursday which means that I get to see my Love in just over a day. Have you ever been so much in love that the person consumes you completely? I am and I love it. I cannot imagine my life without Jake. I think about my past and I'm like," Was Jake there or what was he doing when I was doing this?" I'm just bursting at the seams with happiness and joy right now. I love the fact that I know I am completely loved in return. I know for a fact that that man loves me as much as I love him. You definitely know you're in love when you're all sad and depressed and you either think about the person or talk to them in some form and you feel better about everything. I know that I will spend the rest of my life with Jake no matter what. I can imagine myself with him when we're both all old, wrinkly and incontinent. I honestly want to marry, have children and grow old with that man no matter what. You also know that it's love when you look forward to seeing that person like you haven't seen them in a year. It feels like that every time I go to New Ipswich to pick him up. I get so excited I have to leave my house early because I just want to get there as soon as possible. I can't wait until Friday. I just want to be with him, I want to hold him, caress him, and maybe play with his ding-dong. Hehehe I said ding-dong. There's very few things that either one of us could do to want to leave each other, none of which either one of us would ever do. I can't wait to live with him again and until we can spend the rest of our lives together. I can say with confidence that we won't be one of those statistics. We will work out in the end because we want it, we know what the other wants, we know the other almost inside and out and we genuinely love each other. All you need is to do is treat the other with respect and treat them like a person and not a possession and you can make it work. I have found my true soul mate and my love for life. I can't see myself with anyone else EVER!!!!!!! We're like geese, we mate for life no matter what. All I want to say is that I'm COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH JACOB MICHAEL LAROUCHE. I really and truly am. Oh and here's one of our songs:
I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls
I've been up all damn night long
My pulse is speeding
My love is yearning
I hold my breath and close my eyes and...
Dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so...
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away
Years Away!
I sit outside and watch the sunrise
Lookout as far as I can
I can't see her, but in the distance
I hear some laughter,
We laugh together
I hold my breath and close my eyes and...
Dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so...
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away
Years Away!
I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls
I've been up all damn night long
My pulse is speeding
My love is yearning
I hold my breath and close my eyes and...
Dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so...
Never let go
Cause she's 2000 light years away