Life

[bluubassist]

So, since I've established a Myspace page I've come in contact with a lot of people I haven't seen or talked to in a while. It's interesting to see how thier lives have progressed and grown over the past couple of years. Of course I have to compare them to mine, and it's fucking depressing. I don't even like to talk about it because it's embarassing. I mean, when someone tells you that they've been through and graduated college and now they've got a great job and lots of money and then they ask you what you did, there's nothing I can say. You can't just up and tell someone that you're an addict and a dropout and spent the last four years in a hole. People don't understand what it is to be an addict so I stopped trying to explain.

What a sad fucking waste.