fuck fuck fuck fuck
so i guess i fucked up. i couldn't sleep last night. and thus, didn't get up this morning. i think i missed a very important class in computer science. learning java script techniques. fuck fuck fuck. this is sooo something i would do. i had a hunch that it would be discussed today and i just didn't give a fuck this morning. now i have no idea what to do. luckily i'll have class several hours before the assignment is due, however, after that class i have a mid term that i have to take, meaning i will not be able to stick around after class too long because when it comes to psychology tests, i need all the time i can get.
fuck fuck fuck. i did this last time too. i always miss the big ones. i wasn't freaking out about the test and all the things i have to do until this moment when i realized it wasn't a matter of not doing the work, but not knowing how to do it.
maybe, just maybe...i can work my ass off tonight...study wise, take the test early tommorrow instead of thursday and then talk to him after class. tell him i was deathly ill. he likes me. he'll help.
just a matter of being prepared for a test i have slacked off on--a day early.
fuck fuck fuck. i did this last time too. i always miss the big ones. i wasn't freaking out about the test and all the things i have to do until this moment when i realized it wasn't a matter of not doing the work, but not knowing how to do it.
maybe, just maybe...i can work my ass off tonight...study wise, take the test early tommorrow instead of thursday and then talk to him after class. tell him i was deathly ill. he likes me. he'll help.
just a matter of being prepared for a test i have slacked off on--a day early.