Once a subject now a verb

Feb 09, 2006 08:40

The leader.
The follower.
The outcast.

The three people whom control this system of things and amke the world still spin on it's axis. I have yet to consider which of these characteristics that describe the me inside, but I do know from truth that all three have taken part in my heart once before.

I am no longer the one that you can look upon and intimidate. Because my heart is not that weak anymore, It's grown solid and cold. Not letting anything pierce through it's cold armor of a shield. Love has tempted the edge of my heart like the sword known as Excalibur. Cutting through me and hugging the warmest center of my beating cords into mercy. Though I am optimistic, I am crying out for something more inside. Something I have yet to discover but have gotten a taste of some time ago.

I was once a something to talk about.. But now I am just something to watch. I will not let myself crash down and burn for the attention of others, because I have no prblems at home. I create them. The ones around me have drowned me into this pool of depression that made me breath what they breath..Made me adapt to their ways. I was so wrong. I was so stupid for falling into the lies and deceit of it all. Now I look back with disgust and can;t believe it took me this long to know who I am.. Danielle Angel Epps.
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