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today was a really chill day, i liked it alot. after work i hungout with jamie and we went on a random car ride. we ended up in Lockport so i decided to go to the trailer park where my aunt used to live. they changed it so much i got lost for like 15 minutes, haha. i finally found it and it didnt look any different, i was quite surprised. there were alot of mobile homes taken out that once used to be there. after i found her old home i decided to go to andersons and get ice cream. we played on the playground for like 10 minutes and then left and drove back home. we listened to some pretty chill music and i was really calming. then we went to gateway and chilled in the car and listened to more music. Digital Bath by the Deftones was played and it made me feel really 'fucked up'. it was kind of a nice feeling, hah. speaking of feeling 'fucked up', i've been wanting to get to that point for awhile now. it doesnt matter off what. jfd;alskjfiosg.
so anyway, jamie and i are doing quite swell so far. i like him soo much. he always makes me smile, even if i just look at him (: