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where was it that i read it sounds like, in cemetary by silverchair, "i live in a symmetry" instead of "i live in a cemetary?" i'll never know.
so while i was eating i just started wondering about anorexics [HAHA best sentence evah]. after i randomly found that stupid ana for avril community, i looked at some other communities dedicated to eating disorders. i guess this is the part of me that wants to know why. i myself have no desire to be anorexic [there are enough guys out there who think i'm pretty at the weight i'm at--haha alex said "but i like your thighs. they keep the juices in"] although in about 7th grade or so i wanted to be, among other things. so i occasionally read these eating disorder communities, because the girls interest me. i want to know why they think how they do, why they desire so strongly to be thin that they're willing to die, etc. it just doesn't make sense to me.
then i started thinking maybe psychology would be a good major for me. there would be a good lot of money in it, and by having different clients maybe the whys of everything i want to know would be sated. i don't know though.. it sounds like a lot of schooling, and a lot of work. i'd say, "oh i have 2 years to think about it," but those two years will go by fast. it's already almost the end of the semester here. [our semesters end at the end of the 3rd week or so of january, because we start school later--i don't recall ever having done it like that] i need to get my shit in gear. sure, i'm doing an awesome job saving up money, but.. i need a portfolio for art. i need so many things.
i'm in a silverchair kind of mood and i don't know why. i downloaded a bunch of them but i've never listened to them before or anything.
omg 40 below summer is coming 2/20. that is most definitely my 2 month anniversary as well like a little over a year since i first EVER went to see 40 below. ahhh the 40 below show last year: my first ever concert. besides depeche mode but that doesn't count. hopefully i can go. that would rock so hardcore.
dude i totally have to buy the to my surprise. it's so cute and funky.
so while i was eating i just started wondering about anorexics [HAHA best sentence evah]. after i randomly found that stupid ana for avril community, i looked at some other communities dedicated to eating disorders. i guess this is the part of me that wants to know why. i myself have no desire to be anorexic [there are enough guys out there who think i'm pretty at the weight i'm at--haha alex said "but i like your thighs. they keep the juices in"] although in about 7th grade or so i wanted to be, among other things. so i occasionally read these eating disorder communities, because the girls interest me. i want to know why they think how they do, why they desire so strongly to be thin that they're willing to die, etc. it just doesn't make sense to me.
then i started thinking maybe psychology would be a good major for me. there would be a good lot of money in it, and by having different clients maybe the whys of everything i want to know would be sated. i don't know though.. it sounds like a lot of schooling, and a lot of work. i'd say, "oh i have 2 years to think about it," but those two years will go by fast. it's already almost the end of the semester here. [our semesters end at the end of the 3rd week or so of january, because we start school later--i don't recall ever having done it like that] i need to get my shit in gear. sure, i'm doing an awesome job saving up money, but.. i need a portfolio for art. i need so many things.
i'm in a silverchair kind of mood and i don't know why. i downloaded a bunch of them but i've never listened to them before or anything.
omg 40 below summer is coming 2/20. that is most definitely my 2 month anniversary as well like a little over a year since i first EVER went to see 40 below. ahhh the 40 below show last year: my first ever concert. besides depeche mode but that doesn't count. hopefully i can go. that would rock so hardcore.
dude i totally have to buy the to my surprise. it's so cute and funky.