Jan 31, 2009 11:45
Sometimes my heart aches for no reason. I don't know why I feel like I'm defected. I never let myself be happy. Everytime things start to get better, I do something to cause ripples in the water. I claim what I want is love and happiness, but as soon as I get there, I sabotage it. I don't know why I do the things I do. I think I need to be psycho-analyzed.
"We only accept the love we think we deserve."