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Where did I go wrong in all of this? I can't help but to think that this is all of my fault. I let things escalate to this, I let things go when they went south. So in the end, I guess I have myself to blame.
I have to move on, and be happy with myself. Feeling sorry for myself, and beating myself up isn't going to help the process. Feeling alone can't be an excuse anymore.
I just hate feeling like I'm working towards a hopeless cause.